a StoRy oF a Child....

 28th Feb 2010 : what a sad story...read a newspaper today, watched news lastnite----> mangsa dera...ya Allah, mana hilangnya pertimbangan akal manusia/dewasa melihatkan anak kecil menangis kesakitan. lebih memilukan bila anak itu pandai menyimpan rahsia dirinya didera.........manusia makin kejam! apalah dosa anak kecil?mereka sedang membesar...tiap apa yg dilakukan perlukan perhatian dan pengajaran.ygpenting pengajaran bukan lah dengan penderaan....


Ya Allah, Kau tempatkan lah anak ini di kalangan org yg beriman.tempatkan lah jua anak ini disisiMu...berilah petunjuk pada umatMU akan tiap perbuiatan yg zalim itu adalah salah dan kejam.....amin.....



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Today's Story...

24th Feb 2010 : this morning someone made me angry...while waiting for budak kecik / time to step up into the office, lepaking in my car, there was a guy hit my car...seb baik la cket. tot that budak kecik goyang kan my car...bila turun tgk, WAH! my car...seb ok lagi n still cute like the owner..(hehehe)......

applied  cuti on monday..need to settle something important and urgent for my maid...she will be send home!huhuhu..after this we have to be independent in everything..no more " bibik..tolong....etc...."....have to babysit THE MONSTER ----> ipan n fiqah...made me going to jump from level 17...argh...sometimes, they're funny !

tomorrow my sis will go to langkawi for a holidays!wow....sgt besh..nk ajak my fen sorg pun tak nak..kecewa..but i try to make it real dude!u guys tak moh pi, i will go with my chenta.......he also busy working....haiya.....


today @ office a bit busy lor....but happy since they appreciated me a lot when im there...thanx guys...wish that i can continue my job there n be there with u guys and sharing something.....=)

ItS BeeN A Long TimE....

18th Feb 2010 : two months in 2010....nothing is change...unless a lot of pressure nowadays. PRESSURE? aku ada pressure ke? keje? not really in the meantime......life???erm...maybe....getting older of course and getting tired with the same question asked by people around me.....oh God, i need a breathe to all this things...what i can do is just work and enjoy my life as much as i can. YEAY!

another question in my mind is why i cant live happily like others?i mean , i need a freedom to choose for what i wanna do and whom i wanna be with...but somehow, i feel like its good to have this feeling since it will lead u on how to control urself and behave....its good but sometimes is freaking me out!hehehe...just forget bout it ....lets talk other things which can make me laugh and laugh....

oh...ya...this year i believe i will receive a lots of invitation cards from my school mates and friends..they will get married this year!wow!what a happy year for them....me?keep waiting for my prince charming to come and rescue me...hahaha....

erm....last week was my best buddy's birthday..poor her...hahahha..kuchai, u have to remember that day and keep it as our best memories ever!

my chenta???just like this...waiting for him and still loving him................................................=)

i miss that moment...

6th Feb 2010 : just looked at the old pictures of mine..a lots of memories.moment i spent my time to study, far from my lovely family and my chenta..then come back to shah alam....oooooowh!!!!i really miss that time...with my friends doing assignment, class,chit chat, study together, test n exam!!!!!dekat shah alam plak, last sem , tghari pi tgk wayang citer pe tah..hantu kot.,....hahahahahahaha....besh!alhamdulillah....aku ad kawan2 yg sgt happening........and i know they succeed!
to those yg dah kahwin, CONGRATULATIONS!to those yg nak kawen, GUD LUCK for the preparation..to those yg still waiting, hehehe...be patient!

to my louvly friends ( uitm segamat n shah alam).......i miss u and the moment that we spent together!!!!

every day is the same...

13th Jan 2010 : semua nyer same.tetap same.macam tak kan ada yg berubah. hidup mcm biasa mungkin akan bertambah beban di bahu.siapa tahu??kerja juga masih dlm proses pembelajaran...................evryday is learning proses....muda2an setiap yg aku belajar dapat di manfaat kan dgn baik dan Allah buka jalan yg lebih luas untuk aku pada masa depan..amin.................

for my chenta, i let him decide what is the best and suit for him...............wish u all the besh and GOOD LUCK!

as for myself, i just hope that my dreams  will come true........................................happy ending hopefully....................................

everyday im thinking of it............

9th Jan 2010 : of course im thinking of it.alomost everyday i said.whether to take that one or this one.even my chenta also cant gv the best asnwer..gosh!what im supposed to do?????take a dip or baling dadu?heheeh...whatever it is, kena fikir yg penting untuk kegunaan .......................................................tension nyer pk...i jst start to save some money for future planning.....never-mind..it comes once i hope.............my chenta...help me to solve it!!!

penutup untuk 2009,...

30th Nov : one more day left for us to end the year of 2009....a lots of happiness and sadness...may 2010 brng a lot of joy and happiness to us........... =)

sebelum penutup ni la, Tuhan uji aku dengan kesakitan yg tak pernah aku alami sebelum nih..masa ni aku rasa kasih syg mama yg sanggup bangun tgh malam gosok kan sireh dan bawa pi spital semua..tggu aku smpi abes treatment..so sad.....Thanx mama...jasa n budimu akan ku kenang smpi mati...........................masa ni juga dapat rasa kan kasih syg kawan2 , adik beradik, anak buah dan my chenta.....dtg tengok aku...
my anak buah, kelakar sgt..irfan and fiqah..they tried to bantu me ngan gosok kan sireh kat bdan even that time tak sakit..thanx darling...u brigther my day..........................thanx to u guys!!! hopefullt aku akan sehat lepas ni n teruskan bekerja seperti biasa n berikan yg terbaik!

esok, nk kuar ngan kawan2 yg lame tak jumpa...miss u guys so much!lame tak kuar cmni...last year kita wat bbq kan?now we hang out n bowling time!cant wait for tomorrow's activity..............=)