he made a joke.....

30th October : this is all about last nite story...its about him (my Chenta la...)..we're on the phone last nite...talking bout ourselves , work load etc.....at the end of the conversation, as usual, mukadimah atau penutup bicara.... goodnite, sweetdream.......before end the call he said (mcm igtan la..) " JGN TIDO ATAS TILAM ...." . then he suddenly changed his word to "JGN KENCING ATS TILAM"..luckily i heard the first statement and thinking "napa dia swuh jgn tido ats tilam lak?"...then he laugh!kuat gile gelak!aku pun gelak kan dia sebab dia salah cakap!!!!!!bengong tol!!!dah la ngantuk, gelak berdekah trus hilang ngantuk aku......whatever it is, klaka giler. konon nk wat lawak ar ngan bg peringatan cmtu last2 salah cakap...gelak kan dia! so, i promised him that, i will write the story in my blog...so, aku dah buat...jgn marah m chenta!!!!


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thursday's story.... =)

29th October : Today not much pressure in work side....feeling ok......bt i just dont like them (ada la...)....sombong gile.....napa tah perangai cmtu.kita senyum dia wat muka bangga plak...eh...igt awak bgs sgt?ces!bedebah sgguh anda semua!

ari ni attend customer for enquiry ... ada one customer speak chinese with me at first..laju je dia cakap.aku pun mcm paham kan je...then aku swuh dia cakap malay or english...muahahaha......tak nmpk ke muka melayu yg dok kat citu...ces!hehehe...at least customer nmpk kuwujudan aku kat citu selain dr manusia2 yg tak brape btol otak nyer........heheheheh..lantak ko la...sok last aku menebeng kat korang.....

erm.....ujan lebat kat area rumah...kat workplace tak plak..jap je lebat...seb la o da way balik tak banjir maklum la tempat ni terkenal ngan banjir......heheheh.....dah bape kali dah btol kan sama jek aku tgk.....cmner tah nk buat lg....... =) tgkkan aje la......... 

feelin better

28th October : today i'm feelin better than last nite.....maybe busy with buddying and work....help them and learning..so im not too strees thinking of something that can hurt me more.............erm..wat to do tonite???im don woth downloading songs...hehehe.....evryday kena pikir lagu pe nak download...kadang2 dah kehabisanidea lagu apa yg aku nak....funny huh?

petang td sembang ngan kuchai, she told me a story..not too HANGAT la but for me its kind a funny..thanx God my friend recover lame dah.....just take the story as an entertainment ...n remember, we're not always on the top..hati2 kawan!



weekend ada wedding...erm nak pi tp tak tau jalan la plak.....heheh...so 50-50 la....kalo ada geng then leh la pi..kalo takde tak la...since i dunno the location exactly..huwa............tak sronok kalo tak tau jalan KL ni... (kolotkan????)...shah alam tau la aku...muahahahahahah....nk wat cmner ...ITS JUST ME!!!!

crying..he hurt me......again

27th october : its hurt..............im crying again because of him...........salah ke aku bg cadangan untuk dia majukan diri dia sendiri??? takkan selamanya nak mcm ni? takkan aku nak kena pikir semua????Ya Allah, Kau kuatkan la semangat aku lagi..aku tak berdaya sgt dah..........sgt tak berdaya...tak mampu dan tak tertanggung ........amin





      ~~~ :'(  ~~~~  when u're crying,there's no one beside u..........................

HeaDche....Pressure....tenSiOn....SaD.................

27th October : today everything went smoothly......as i expected. there's one person that i didnt like the attitde..how do i know where is the exact location of something if you r bot trying to show me! then ask me to cari ngan mata...takkan nak cri ngan pala lutut???tunjuk tmpt lain, cakap tmpt lain..suck!!!!! hate her very much!
no wonder la other collegue tak suka dia n ngata dia blakang2.......gila btol!mcm la aku biasa sgt ngan tmpt yg bersepah2 tuh.....kelam kabut!lantak ko la..janji aku dapat print pe aku nak..... =)

updating this blog while im having a headache and sturving...gila lapa..but nothing to eat..seems like need to go out and try to search something best to eat...but no teman la..usually kuchai will always teman me makan and suddenly she will eat together with me....haahah...tak tahan la tuh godaan makan aku....Kuchai, FYI, u cant reject all my menu.....ahahahahhaha.....so after gaji need to plan something : maybe this month shopping time!
even the gaji not too much but i like to shop!!!

Pressure + Tension: a bit la kat work place since need to pandang comp 24 hours...i cant actually..then i'll become like this : HEADACHE and NO MOOD at all...it will spoiled the mood if ada dating or suka2 nyer plan..for sure i have to cancel it and just lepak2 kat umah...huhuhuhu

Sad : feel sad towards my chenta......dunno y la...but feel want to tarik rmbut dia skang (even dia takde rambut sgt, since botak).......argh!!!!!!!!hate him now!  but tomorrow will miss him again......hws that? no answer!!!!! =P

~~~dda......~~~~~~~

weekend is over...

25 October : weekend is over...new week is coming....jap je rasa cuti ni..hehehehe...pe lagi yer nk plan? bila la gaji ni nak masuk?hehehehehehe..byk benda nak wat...setelah sebulan lebih tertangguh planning... =)
so hopefully this week will be more enjoyable and fun!

weekend again!

23 October : ari ni balik awal n finally its end of working day..waiting for tomorrow ...ITS WEEKEND!!yeeeeehhhhhhhoooooo...but need to update all my notes while im observing them at counter..so far alhamdulillah...tau la cket2 skang ni wat to do...early november i will sit at the officer site to watch their work..hopefully everything will be ok...and i can learn a lot! Ya Allah, aku mohon agar Kau permudahkan urusan aku untu menambah ilmu...plancarkan segala urusan aku di tempat keje.lembutkan ati pegawai2 yg membantu agar daat tolong aku dengan lebih mendalam lagi ..... AMIN!!!...

another day...have to learn a lot

22 October : today sitting at counter watching all the transaction in and out..now i understand the flow...masa keje admin dulu pernah la aku wat pe yg aku tgk cuma tak tau pe kebendanya....heheheh...ok tomorrow another day. i have to learn and learn every day..ya Allah permudahkan aku.......
hem...parking masih tmpt biasa lgi...tol lg nk byr semua..huhuhuhuhu......mudah2an semua nye berjalan lancar untuk sebulan nih.... ms jalan ke arah opis, nak cross the road, ada pulak najis2 yg tak sepatutnya.kalo terpijak la, kena mandi air tanah la aku.....sungguh tak bermoral binatang dan tuannya....rumah dia bagi bersih, atas jalan dia swuh berak..pe la jenis manusia cmtuh....bukan ke kt rumah masing2 ada kandang ke wat so ever la..ajar la binatang tuh..ni tak..wat sakit ati aku jek tgk sepah2....sangat ak bermoral!!!akan menyusahkan org len dan kotor (busuk)...sgt marah! tp ku sabarkan diri.....

esok dah jumaat..need a rest this weekend (rest la sgt).kdg2 aku ni tak reti dok umah.asik nak kuar jek..ada je plan..pi sana la pi sni la..lepak2 la... huhuhhuhuhuu..dok umah akan wat aku tido jek then badan mcm belon! huwaaa...ni pun mcm la......tak maauuuuu!!!! hheheh...so tomroow kena balaja lagi..smoga semuanya ok!

first day and new environment....

21 october : today my first day @ branch. so far im ok with it just pening cket ngan flow...maybe tak berapa nk paham sgt ...so tomorrow i will learn more and ask few questions till i can get it! insyaAllah....
scary giler kat sana since evrybody bz with their work and cant really guide me on what to do besides the manager qas not around (she's on leave today)...ya Allah, berikan aku semangat dan sentiasa yakin dan mudah2an aku capat belajar dengan perkara2 baru....aku mengharapkan pertolongan mu Ya Allah....amin......

esok khamis, cant wait for saturday since need a holiday and rest! argh!!!! what else to do on weekend besides TIDO...zzzzzzzz! heheheh.........jopefully everything will going smooth and as planned. InsyaAllah..............

alrEady gone...love This Song !

i love this song by kelly clarkson......argh!addicted to it!

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you
Now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
[ Kelly Clarkson Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on

So I'm already gone

tah pape tah

17 october : tah la.aku tak sure pe masalah budak ni tau...aku nek menyampah ngan dia.aku punya suka la nak tulis pe lat status aku..sibuk sgt nk komen2.aku tak minta pun dia komen.menyibuk btol.dengki cakap la dengki....promosi la pe la.....yg dia sibuk sgt tu nape...mcm la dia bgs sgt....................bengong!!!!!!!

wonderful day..

11 October : today went out with my chenta..sebab celeb my birthday...mula2 pi mkn kat mcd subang parade..hehe..what a sweet memory.sedang makan we talked about mula2 kitorang kenal and berhubung... my chenta kata " kat cni la gf ngorat bf"...malunyer saya,,bukan sy ngorat dia..kebetulan dia keje kat citu, aku punminta no phone..takde niat pun.what ever it is, tmpt tu yg hubungkan kami smpi ari ni.kalo tak tak tau la...hehehhe....
pas mkn, we went to SOGO...he said " pilih la yg mana satu gf suka"..wow! beshnyer..tp aku sian kat dia,pilih la.......pilih pun kena tanya dia gak.takot dia tak suka...so i chose the CR beg...i will keep ur bag nicely my chenta. so sweet..next week our anniversary...so i have to plan something for him.......anyway , THANX A ALOT for the bag and mcd!so sweet... and i love ya!

HapPy BirthDay , YAnTy!

9 October : Its My bIrthdAy....... oh no!add another year?! am i too old?since most of my closest friends getting married and already married...some of them waiting for their first baby..damn! i have to admit that im getting older!hehehe........BUT, thankful to Allah for blessing me till today..alhamdulillah......

im not going anywhre (which is far fro shah alam) on my birthday since its friday and working day.its ok just staying at home and relax before i start working nexweek... hem, oh ya! today morning i went to PAS to check on my phone status. together with my CHenTa.bring along my brother and iRfan.seems that he dont like it..i dont know why. at one time feels like want to cry and run away from him.he shouldnt do that since they're my family and i love them both. he has to understand that. i never treat him that way.i have a responsibilities towards family.....

but, its ok for me,this is a BIRTHDAY GIFT from him...i accept it..even i know its hard for me to face the truth....and my word towards him "ALHAMDULILLAH".........forget about it...have fun on my birthday!!!!

HAPpY BiRthDay YAnTy

She Works HArd FoR The Money..

She works hard for the money
So hard for it honey
She works hard for the money
So you better treat her right

Onetta there in the corner stand
And wonders where she is and
Its strange to her
Some people seem to have everything

Nine a.m. on the hour hand
And shes waiting for the bell
And shes looking real pretty
Just wait for her clientele

She works hard for the money
So hard for it honey
She works hard for the money
So you better treat her right

She works hard for the money
So hard for it honey
She works hard for the money
So you better treat her right

Twenty five years have
Come and gone
And she seen a lot of tears
Of the ones who come in
They really seem to need her there

Its a sacrifice working day to day
For little money just tips for pay
But its worth it all
Just to hear them say that they care

She works hard for the money
So hard for it honey
She works hard for the money
So you better treat her right

She already knows
Shes seen her bad times
She already knows
These are the good times
She works hard for the money

So hard for it honey
She works hard for the money
So you better treat her right

today @ home

7th October : today just duduk kat umah setelh 2 ari berturut aku kluar..settlekn side mirror yg dah sebulan lebih tertangguh.alhamdulillah finally , dah siap...thanx to my chenta for helping me and he paid for evrything....... =) now i can speed as usual...hehehehhehe..leganya...tak yah risau pasal cermin tuh nak jatuh ke pe ke......
tomorrow will go to KL search something......hope that evrything will gonna be fine and easy for me to start it again! Ya Allah, permudahkan aku dalam apa jua yg aku lakukan , lancarkan urusan aku dan selamatkan perjalanan aku even kt mana aku berada.amin.................
To Kuchai : SORRY since aku baru jek buka fb petan ni then i ealized that she's in trouble.tapi tak tau apa dia.....harap2 dia ok dan sentiasa tabah...papepun aku akan sentiasa ngan dia....... =)

kenangan lalu .........=)

5th october : skang ni aku cuti before start keje baru..kat umah plak keje aku upload gmbr lame (time skolah,kecik2 dan bla bl bla)hehehe....sronok gak upload2 gmbr ni sebab leh imbas balik kenangan lame...teringat waktu nakal2,cintan-cintun ms skolah,suke2,nangis,gelak2 semua.the best part adalah masa skolah menengah.kawan2 yg aku kenal (smpi skang masih contact lg even jarang) heaven giler. sgt besh!!! ms skolah menengah la aku kenal KUCHAi a.k.a AISYAH (sebab dia suka mkn kucai).then kenal RONNA
then smpi UiTM, kenal dgn FAED,MOMON,WAWA n NINY....they're great.kat cni aku kenal erti hidup sendiri dan tekun blaja..tapi smpi aku part 6 keje aku tiap2 minggu balik shah alam...huhuhu..tpi nk last2 tu aku kurang kan cket aktiviti balik umah tuh sebab nk have fun dengan kawan2 aku...after UiTM Segamat, moved to UiTM Shah Alam..yg ni takde prob la.just stay umah along n then weekend balik umah mama...besh cket dekat plak ngan CHENTA ati saya..heheheheh..lagi la..kat Shah Alam jumpa ILU,KAK NIZA n len2..clas kitorg satu jek..THE ONE AND ONLY. =) now masing2 dah berjaya,kerja pun bagus2 belaka..alhamdulillah.....
abes blaja plak, keje..DIGI...ni lagi havoc kawan2 aku...what a sweet memories....i met ILA,K.MAS,LIA,IZAN,SALLY,YAN,RASYI etc (len2 maaf tak sebut nama., sebab ramai)..byk words baru aku blaja dr korg...dan aku tau dan kenal mana lawan dan kawan!heheheh...MACEH!

semua kenangan2 ni aku simpan untuk aku igt masa ari tua nnt.......... seronok!

what a wonderful time ... =)

4th October : today, i spent my time with kuchai..we went to ZOO NEGARA..hehehe..lame gile tak pi sane.tah tahun brapa last agaknye.before ke zoo, kami ke rumah jiran kuchai then trus ke ampang (umah Kechik) sebab semalam tak sempat nk pi umah dia since bz..ehehe..sorry kechik!
dalam kol 2pm camtuh smpi ke zoo. bertiketkan RM20 (aku memang ngam2 ada RM20), kami menjelajah masuk ek zoo untuk tgk binatang2 yg ada...banyak kandang kosong (pupus kot binatang tuh)....trasa mcm2 budak2 balik lak...happy gile..dapat la tgk persembahan untuk singa laut ngan burung (pe tah nama burung tuh).....pandai sungguh bintang tuh turut perintah trainer....bijak2...bila pikir2 balik,indah btol kejadian tuhan....bgs gak melawat tmpt2 cmtuh at least kita dapat kenal kejadian indah yg Tuhan ciptakan.........MasyaAllah...Besar sngguh kuasa Dia..... =)

here's some pics..the rest ada kat kuchai...later on will update kat FB... tata!

yesterday....

3rd october : ari last aku keje kat sec 9. sedih cket sebab baru nak kenal2 dah resign but i enjoyed that moment. working with a simple company. aku ambil semua pengalaman tu dan jadikan panduan untuk masa2 akan datang. after work, aku teman mama and adik ke mydin hypermarket.beli brg dapur cket........received a call from along swuh anta meja meniaga plak..erm.....then both of us anta la meja and left mama at her friend's house since she had open house event. sesampai nyer kat MARDI, sedang tgk org berebut tapak berniaga...tak leh jadi ni, i have to stay to watch what happen and at the same time i need to 'jaga' the gerai sambil jalan2 tgk barang. klakar gak tgk org2 ni berebut, mcm2 hal la......till late evening aku kat citu since tak tahan ngan peluh dan badan melekit sebab dari balik keje aku tak mandi cos need to rush here and there... minta permission along nak balik....sampai umah around 830pm (i think so)...jalan semua jem mlm td, tak tahu kenapa.org rmi pi jalan n open house kot.heheh....then my Chenta ask me to lepak2..bring the laptop and lepaking at Taipan..

we cht chat, makan2,minum2 and surfing...........we shared the story of the day and laugh,laugh and laugh.....uploading pictures and check the fb with my Chenta....i had fun!!!!what a wonderful day that i had yesterday even im tired........... =)

so sad....y??

2nd october : aku sgt sedih..tak tau nape.ada pape nak berlaku ker?atau aku yg dihimpit emosi?apa yg pasti, aku rasa sakit sgt sekarang ni. napa??????mana kekuatan aku? aku sendiri....seorg diri...takde sapa di sisi aku...tp biarlah, lebih baik seorg diri bila kita sakit, kita tak susahkan org len nak ambil tahu hal kita.....pedihnyer......kalau nk mengadu, lebih baik mengadu pada yg Maha Mengetahi dan Maha mendengar kat atas sana.Hanya Dia yg faham akan kehendak dan kejadian yg akn berlaku. mungkin Dia akan tunjukkan jalan terbaik untuk aku..jalan mana yg akan aku ikut..semoga jalan itu tebaik untuk aku dan semua org......apa yg akufikirkan ni?argh!!tolong la buang jauh2 perasaan aku.aku tak nak perasaan aku ni kawal minda aku....think about anthing else , yanty!

HA!!dengar lagu Anuar Zain - KETULUSAN HATI??? try dengar lagu tu...senikata dia sgt menarik..i love this phrase :

    Tak ada seribu janji........Hanya bahagia untuk selamanya............... 

pendapat aku : kasih yg ditabur janji hanya akan tggal kenangan..lebih baik kita tak mengharap yg mana kita akan tahu yg kita mungkin akan kecewa untuk sekian kalinya.........kecewa itu lebih pedih kalau ditambah dengan kenangan yg sgt menyentuh hati.jadi biarkan semua tu berlalu di mamah waktu...biar masa  dan takdir yg mnetukan apakah yg akn jadi.................sedih,kecewa atau gembira dan bahagia akhirnya........... =)

end of sept 2009

30 sep 2009....lewat petang aku kat office mcm biasa buat keje(even takde kerja).leka aku ngadap pc, bos aku pggl " yanty, do you feel anything?"..aku diam n rasa, ada sedikit gegaran di bumi Allah SWT. Ya Allah, ada bencana yg berlaku. tapi kat mana plak lagi kali ni...bos bgtau ada tsunami berlaku di america samoa. dan petang tuh dapat tau gempa bumi berlaku kat negara serumpun kita INDONESIA..masyaAllah hebat betol kuasa tuhan. 2 bencana dalam masa yg terdekat sekaligus mengorbankan beratus mungkin beribu nyawa...kanak2,org tua,wanita mengandung........ya Allah............tak dapat aku bygkan perasaan mereka waktu itu.mungkin bangunan menghimpap ank kecil,wanita dan sebagainya....nauzubillah........minta dijauhkan segala bencana menipa umatMu ya Allah.......walau apa pun bencana ini adalah satu peringatan pada kita umat manusia agar sentiasa beriman dan mengingatii hari kiamat yg bakal datang bila2 masa......Kau ampunkanlah dosa2 mereka yg terkorban dan tempatkan mereka dikalangan org yg beriman dan mulia di sisiMu...~al_fatihah~